Saturday, May 09, 2009

Alot of thots went through my mind 
thanks to friends being there for me 
talking things out 
making me see a bigger picture 
as much as i hate to admit 
tat i was wrong once again 
and hurt once again 
i fell hard once again 
trusted wrongly once again 
but i will not sink into it 

i was witful to think 
perhaps it was cos of the stress we face 
perhaps cos of the lack of time we spend 
perhaps cos we spend so little time 
we lost the chemistry we have 
but i guess i was wrong abt chemistry being sth tat needs to be maintain 
with time and effort 
if there is no time, 
addition of stress 
and mis understanding cos of wrong interpretation of tone over technological communicating devises like msn 
it wouldnt be so bad, tats how i feel  
but i hereby sae 
i was wrong
and i will pick up from here 
how much hurt this is 
i will move on 

friend was right - there is no right or wrong in a relationship
everyone just see it differently 
everyone has their own individual needs 
only time can tell 
how good was the decision made 

i will hit my books now 
and make another mark in my life 
not just another 
many more =)

i failed 2.30pm
xing hen tong 3.00pm

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