Will you be willing to accept my imperfection?

Will you be willing to accept my imperfection 

Will i be the only imperfect only partner of yours 

Or is it sth that you just can't stand 

Sth you can live with?

When i saw this ad 

it deeply touched me 

Esp after wad happen 

rather than lashing it out at me 

rather than words that could mean nth to u 

i realize nth i do is ever going to be perfect 

nothing i do truly made you happy 

u always say nothing u do makes me happy 

end of the day you are only pleasing the people around you 

but i dun exactly think that had been a fair statement 

lets not talk abt the past, just take last weekend 

you did wad you were happy with 

so wad is it tat you didnt get to do things you were happy with 

okies 

perhaps i m reading in between your words again 

perhaps spending time with me was not the things you want to do 

i only had half of sun not even half 

yes i m being cal 

but if you meant nth 

i wouldnt be cal

i wouldnt ever care if we do see each other ever again 

sigh 

and all these were mean as pat talk ?

when i just walk away and not say anything i was a childish girl 

when i talk in some sense i am doing pat talk 

making things look right in my way and not ur way 

i tried the whole of today to forget those hurting words 

those truth or perhaps words out of fury 

but if thats was how i am 

i dunno how to react anymore 

am i suppose to swallow it 

am i suppose to run away 

What am i suppose to do 

nth i do seems right 

nth ....