Evelyn Tan

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do
Ooohhh....

it goes all out
it speaks all the unspoken
read it through
and again
and again
and again

liked i've said to bjon
nowadays we are not occupied
we think more
we feel emptiness easily
and wad's mre
when emo is our genre all along

i hate her
for pretending she is ok
i hate her
for stayin strong
i hate her
for holding on
i hate her
for loving so
i hate her
for losing grip
i hate her
for loving u
i hate her
for not letting go
i hate her
for her sillyness
i hate her
for being dumb
i hate her
for being naive
i hate her
for everything she is goin through now
i hate her
i hate her
i hate her
i hate u
i hate her
i hate her
i hate u
i hate her
i hate her
i hate myself

but i still love u
yes i noe u(u noe who i m talking abt) will sae "sha sha" de again
but i guess tats jus me
or izzit her?