Evelyn Tan

Random thots

i ought to be studyin now
i took the whole dae and i m not even done with my one chapter of ief

Defination of "i love u"
its just a complex summary to a package of beautiful lies
one could have said how much he or she love u
one could have did much for the one he or she love
one could have confessed love for he or she upteen times
but at the end of the dae
will this word i love u last
wil everythin he or she used to say last
let alone the phrase i love u

but there is one kind of love tat last
well at least for me
tat is kindership
there are cases where the children dun love their parents
and vice versa
but definately not me

other den that i find my defination for love this way
so far
so many experiences
at least i have come to conclude this
though there are lonely times
though there are times when u will jus wish tat someone is right beside
lend u a shoulder to cry everythin off
though it will be nice to know that even when the world comes down on u
like wad chicken little always say "the sky is falling"
but will it be a worse getting to know that
what u once thot was love
wad u once thot there is nothin better den being in love
and come to realise tat
it is jus a package of beautiful lies
raise and fall
once again
i lost much confidence
rather all

but i noe
gfs loves me
my family loves me still
now and forever

jus another thot
nessa told me
theree was this girl tat die of a young age
before she died
she told her mum
tat she would want to be a diamond
indeed its possible
when she die
her mum took her ashes and made four diamonds
two diamond rings for mum and dad
two necklaces for siblings
jus simply shows how theri love for her will continue
they will love her dearly deep in their heart
even though she is gone

but relationship
changes almost overnight
its too early to talk about love

eve out