Evelyn Tan

i m not improving !

1) studies - bad common test results. glad i pass all
2) Dance - its been a bad week of dance. not including the multiple bruises
2) Self control - for example wad am i doin here rite now? but on the other hand.looking at it on another view. i m not clubbing on a fridae nite.

lifes been too monotonous alr
besides the many lectures falling sick and not doing their rightful jobs to give classes
i have been travelling btw sch, work and dance
work is bad with the soft opening comingup. too fast too furious. too manyt hings to handle

i should stop being influence with marketing thots
even my non marketing papers i am filling in marketing theories! gosh!

having some shots on sundae.
i dunno wad is it.
but i hope its good.
so it makes it worth to miss the outing at sentosa on sundae.
gosh i need a tan badly!
and i m missing my gfs badly

personal -
abt single hood
i love it
cos i realli dun even have time for myself.
i noe how bad it is to wait for someone
and i dun wan anyone to go through the torture to wait for me either
talked to my mum about this too
she was like "girl if u find a bf, pls observe his little actions. the are the most impt ones. and if u dunno how to?bring him home okies." wth she hinting to bring a guy home or wad. den i sae i dun have she dun believe lo. rather dun sound convinced. many more small talks with her. love it. well she's rite.before u get married. which ever u wish or hope for he will get it for u.when u are sick he will be there for u. but when u get married after a few years. u see wad happen. hahahaha so funny and cute the way she put it. hahaha should listen to her tone. and speakin it in canto. ahhahahaa

abt others.
i m jus simply feeling annoyed
after finding some things out
perhaps i m pmsing. i dunno
but wad i noe right nw
u are no longer an ec. if tats wad had happened.
things do change over time
i hope everythin is jus false pictured painted.
but i doubt so.

eve out