Evelyn Tan

shagged

i have never got so sick of staircase before
this is the first time i climb till i had to sit down
rest for a while and continue climbing
i think next time i will jus lock myself in the room
and not come up or down often
hahaha

the rooms are not equally distributed in size
my room size is small.but i think its jus enough for me
yup
did a lot of washin up and cleaning up todae
up and down the stairs to get alot of washin stuffs up and down
climb ladders
gwad this is even more shag den dancing for many hours

tml is labour dae
i m lookin forward to it
i will be tanning with rara
and doin a manicure
=)

i got the rose toilette from body shop
a gift
=)
=)
eve is happy
=) =) =) i love the fragrance alot

i had a nice chat with my godmum
really she always say i dun care if i stopped u from doin things or do things tat make u hate me dislike me or curse and swear me but i m sure ten years down the road u will love me alot
and she always say many things and predicted things which really come true
last time i was veri happi when i got to wear specs
den she told me now u will be fascinated with specs
next time u wldnt wan to wear em
-yes now i dun and i wear contacts-
i was forced to sleep alot when i was young
i was a hyper active kid
i dunno why they always make me sleep alot when other kids get to play out there
i was mad with em
but it was for my good
if they had not done tat i think my eye bag will be even worse now
den they make me jump alot
they used to say " jump more if not u will regret"
i never understand why they always say tat
but its true cos now wad she say is " you see ask u to jump more u dun wan to listen, now need to wear heels to look tall, cannot even make it to the min modelling ht"
hahaha
yeah they were the ones tat have been through alot of things
experience
and usually noe wad is the rite thing to do
but we do detest em for wad they are doin
ten years down the road we will be loving em
if they had not shown their strictness on me
mayb i would have been one of those ah lians out there
but one thing she said makes good sense too
"parents should not control too much , should allow their child place to breathe"
which is why i m glad i have her as my god mum
many other things she said, she dun think we dunno wad u guys are up to
but jus as long as u dun over cross the limit will will pretend hahhaa
so cute la
den i act blur
she hinted abt "camps" and bgr
we talked alot todae
abt growin up and all
i realise too i have grown "old"
used to be this lilttle sch girl in stc
good stamina to walk from far east to ps and jus do window shopping
now i can onli make it to hereen
hahaha and we usually shop when we noe wad we need to get
if not will jus meet up with friends to jus find a place sit down and chill

we see life in another pt of view now
use to be little kids
clubbing is not everything
mayb its jus i started too early
nice talk with my god mum =)


oh yes i promise i will start being hardworking from next week onwards


eve out