Wednesday, May 17, 2006

heys
wasnt here to blog yesterdae
things happen

mum pms i suppose
always being so unreasonabel
and does not appreciate things we do for her
at the end of the dae the effort and the help is wash down the drain
not even a thank you
come'on was she even there for me when i am in my lowerst moments
cos i no i definately was when things turn sour btw her and daddy..
she took it for
granted
not jus me
my aunt and godmum was there for her, helpin her all the way. she didnt even say thanks
well i suppose she either did to em
or rather due to ego
either each i m still mad with her for throwin temper at me cos she is jus mad with aunt
and take me as the area to vent her anger on
and put words into my mouth which i didnt sae
rwar

i m tired
eyes swollen

i wish there was this strong shoulder for me to cry on
i wish
yeah

i am still aching all over todae
or rather very much
i hope today's dance class and boost my level of happiness up
and tat my dae will not be so bad afterall

its ief tutorial later
i dunno wad is gonna happen
and dare not think abt tat stupid teacher
yup

besides tat i have nth to blog abt anymore
jus wish me luck
dun ask why
=)

i love gfs!

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