Evelyn Tan

hey hey hey i am in the school library now.rarely get to blog so often..hees
last night had a good chat wif my gf rara. i realise tat we are indeed in the same plight. gfs suffer the same things..sigh.
but it was re totally an interesting talk between the both of us.. hees.

both of us came to this conculsion tat if we were to play the role of a bf.we will definately pamaper our own gfs like siao. and swear not to allow them to feel the way we do now. we think tat we are already takin up the role. hees. well its really tiring sometimes. but i guess gfs jus works tat way.. wad to do.

rara was talkin abt the what if question..
and the day before nicole was talkin abt relationships too..
hees if onli there is no such things as relationshios?

again rara was sayin wad if she had jus disappear one day and stop doting, stop pampering her sig other?mayb he had be sad.or perhaps dun even feel tat way at all.she wanted to talk a break.wanted to have a holiday.hees i suddeny feel the urge to go on a holiday soon. i wan tat as my bdae!hees but i can't. apparently parents are travelling to HK dunring the week jus before the step one week break. but i have my major exams right after that! sigh. nvm i had go on a holidae during the holidays i swear! i wanna take a good break off everythin. its jus so tiring. its all so one side. i had wish things goes on better in my life. but apperantly it dun work out that way. why are there so much empty promises made. why are they always yet fulfilled..once it was this den it was becos of that. can't someone actually balance out their time well.. i m not sayin i can balance out well. i dun even ask for fanciful stuffs like weekend movies.dinners.outings shoppin trips. jus a few more msgs. stronger care and love. does that hurt alot of the time . not even for some one impt to ur life?

mayb it jus me.mayb i am jus askin too much.mayb i m jus to sensitive.maybe its me. jus me...

if things are like tat. u dun even get enough time for urself. why dun u jus give all ur time to urself. u dun have to share it wif another person. u have ur ur time to urself. i suppose it should be more den enough.

sometimes i wonder if i m really asking for to mcuh.


lets not talk abt all those unhappy stuffs anymore.. i dun wanna think abt it.i dun have much high hopes.oh well.its all predicted


havin a six or seven hours break since 11am. gonna wait till 5.15 for my ocom paper. shit menx. wad kinda shit timing is that.sigh i guess i better get started studyin.i onli read through it once.i dun understand how they can test us on presentation skills. tat so crapz. oh well....

(p.s u promised tat it will be all fine after track.but i felt tat its jus as good as those times before track?)