Evelyn Tan

woke up early todae.
sigh i did it all for u
i miss u
and i really wanted to see u the first moment i open up my else.
mum ask me wads the rush
i said i was late.
but the true is i wanna see u asap. but did u noe?

i slept at two plus last night
yet i could wake up.
jus a little hope
or rather request
to see u at the station
pick me up
let me feel the trip was worth it
let me feel the little bit of love
i m as tired
four hours of sleep
*tears*
but i did made it down.
i wanted to see u asap. if u were there i had be so happy.so loved.

i dun understand
last time in the morning u had rushed all the way down
jus to catch a glimpse of me
ok u jus finished ur race
yea i noe u were tired
but i so am i not as tired?
i guess i could almost predict wad u are gonna sae
running is differnt from studyin
its not the same
dun compare.
last time its jus wakin up early no competition
its different. dun get angry over this kidna things?u had be angry. not rather not veri happy. but u wouldn't say. den i had be lost of words. and den next sentence tat comes in
"lets forget abt this matter. dun fight k?"

but if i cant understand u at all.
i guess we were not meant to be
u asked me once
why i always complain
can i ask u again
why dun i complain last time
so if i m complaining does it meant tat we were not gettin along fine?we were not meant to be? we said before i rmb clearly tat we will work things out. but no matter how u promise tat u will try to love urself lesser and love me more?it never happens.*tears*

its jus steppin out of ur house.a statiion five minutes away.pickin up someone u love(do u love now?) its tat so hard?

well i guess u never sees it..
i wasn't feelin all well in the mornign as well
sore throat
sickly
but i mdae it there
when i see u
i told myself
eve everythin is worth while
perhaps next time u can never do it again.*tears*

i love u more than anythin ...
i m still hanging on...