Evelyn Tan

today is his day.i went down to support him.it didnt turn out well. i was sad. but i can't do much.. he looks alright i guess...

but wad hurts most was.he didnt initaite to sit wif me.even after everythin ended.thoough he noes tat i was alone. i felt lonely. i dunnoe wad else to say. but at least initiate to sit beside me for a while. he didnt but i request it. oh well perhaps if i were to raise this up. he would say he didnt want to bother me studyin. oh well

i had a nightmare.the worst.i dreamt of him dyin.i cried my heart out in the dream.cry till i woke up from my dreams.pple say wad u dream abt is ur biggest worry in ur heart now, perhaps my biggest worry or trouble is the thot of leavin him. i can't bear to but i have to.

well i need to study.to cover up wif the time i lost today.

i wannaa spend as much time wif u now. cos i noe it will be a hard way ahead when lifes starts goin without u... i will always love u......