i have to sae
tat i haven been able to show my hint well enough
i was wrong but we all have to have some space wif one another. i m sorri abt tat part again.so we would just let things go would we gfs?i dun wish this realtionship of ours to turn sour. lets give all of us some breathing space to haf some time wif our friends but at the same time never neglect the times we promise for each other?
i would thank u my dear(clara) for standing by me when there was those stupid stuffs said. like i said u guys stand on the ferst piority in everythin. tat's wad i was tryin to imply.we always trash things out. this time round the same thing but i learnt my part. and would try my best to think before i speak? we all take time to change dun we.
times we havetogether we walk through this time would we?
true and sincere
we walked through so much
no one ever
knows how much
u guys meant to me
to take u guys away
is to
leave a huge hole in me
even bigger den what he has done
to me
i
love u all gfs
would we promise
to see things through
and stay
strong together
thank u all for being there
flashes of the times we
have
and how much we care for each other
noe one would noe better den we
do
i have no doubt abt it myself
tat u guys meant most
i leave
my apologise on this blog
sorry is the last thing i would sae
ok. did some reflection last nitex.
to my gfs:
i had apologise i was pmsin the other dae.even jong i had used a veri bad tone to tok to him.
in response to the blog.
li the other time i had knew u were angry.i thot u would understand me.he msged me and asked if he could called in a few min time to ask some question.before he called.u called.i dunnoe how u would look at this but it was sortta of at tat point he had some test or sth on tmla.i would wish i could do some help in clearing the last min doubts.i m sorri if i had let u down on tat one.
abt the part on goin out.i noe have the wrong part in accusin.but it was jus plain ka jiao~ness? but still i would apologise if the way i spoke was wrong. but i m admit after the ferst tag when clara replied me on tat tone i was upset.
sometimes i reali dun like the way clara bangs me, "u are unhappy wif me so wad?,i dun care" if u said it was a joke i dun see it tat way.casue u gfs mean so much to me and this is wad i get?u guys dun care at all abt me?so do i get the hint abt the part tat i meant nothin?i was reali upset. and even more when it comes in "its not good goin out wif me" when i have tried to make it out wif u guys when u guys ask me out.but did u pple apperciate the effort made?u noe it as a fact rite when it was clara's celebration.li would noe wad i m sayin.i haven turned u guys down for a guy have i?u pple always come in the first place.i got nothin more to sae abt tat part.so all along i had been a bad infulence?is tat rite?den i get it.
if she could bang me and joke sometimes i could too rite?u noe i wasn't serious wif tat tone i had used.if i had been angry i would reali had like showed some temper or sth.but not any of the kinda abt the joke form irobot?
i agree we all have our freedom. so i m sorri abt tat part. sorri li tat i didn't noe abt the part tat u said i didn't go out wif u all. i m sorri
to clara.sometimes there is reali a limit on u jackin me the way u do.i had tired many times tellin u to limit it.but sometimes the way u jack me,it hurts reali.and make me doubt abt whether u truly understand me at all?or have u reali cared abt the feelings for ur gfs?or rite deep inside i never a gf but rubbish i would sae?i m utterly speechless form this point in time.
enough of all this.i still wanna thank u gfs for being there at times when i reali need u pple and tellin me abt stuff i reali should reflect on. one thing i noe i dun reali noe how to bang pple in a better tone.but i was reali jus doin tat when i tag on the board and msg u li.wadever it is u pple remain deep in my heart. and always the ferst place. sorri abt the pmsin part to all those who had it esp the big part was on jong.sorri.
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