Sunday, July 04, 2004

footprints

footprints


one night a man had a dream
he dreamt he was walkin along a beach with the lord
across the sky flashed scences form his life
for each scene he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand : one belonging to him and the other to the lord.
when the last scene of his life flashed before him, he looked back at the footprints in the sand.
he noticed that many times along the path of his life there was onli one set of footprints.
he also noticed tat it happened at the very lowest and saddest times in his life there, this reali bothered him and he questioned "Lord, you said that once i decided to follow you. you had walked wif me all the way.but i noticed tat during the most troublesome times in my life, there is onli one set of footprints.i don't understand why when i needed you the most. you would leave me."the lord replied, "my precious child. i love you and i would never leave you. During your times of trial and suffering when you see only one set of footprints it was then i carried you."

this reali impacted me alot.was reali down this afternoon.

alone i walked this path
its so hard and tough
no idea how to win this
veri battle of my own

couples walked pass me
even old ones
they held their hands
they support each other
all through their lives
i envy and i admire

but here i stand
wif my heart and my mind
filled totally wif you
u are gone
together wif the wind
i m alone

i dun wan this no more
i wan someone who supports
someone who loves
someone who cares
i have to take a new step
and i m goin to
i have to

danced at my cousin's place.lost concentration.lose grip.lose myself i fall.it didn't hurt but wad hurt most is wad is deep down inside of me.there is so many things in my life.chances i let off.i told li to pursue and go for wad she wans but wad abt me.all i did was stay there and yet another couple newly born*congrates* u noe wad i m tokin abt king.i decide not to think of anythin now.bury myself in my work in my studies in my dance.after my o levels i m gonna dance my heart out.i wan to pursue wad i have left off form.i m gonna improve more on my dance.to the others catch me if i can after o's.eve checkin off.

best regards to U king and regina!

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