Evelyn Tan

morning past.afternoon reach.tat's when the ferst streak of sunshine light my view.jong msg me.once i knew there was sth he was gonna tell me.again.i felt the hurt in him.so did it impacted me.jong if u r readin this.i m utterly sorri.i can't help it.

glanced into the mirror
asked myself
"who am i"
in awe.

two years back
a nerdy me
mug my head off
got into a triple stream
so what?i ponder

thrid year came by
i changed, a new me
is it the rite path
my life was topsy turvy

i fall for u
beach and pub my second home
slacked my work
can't be arsed abt anythin
but you (u have no idea how much i love you)

two years later.
here i m
looked into the mirror
the journey i need to walk

i have not finish this challenge
yet an exhuasted me over the mirror
how m i suppose to carry on
moments paused, taken aback

who am i reali deep down?
wad do i reali wan?
wad are my long term goals?
why do i love u this much?

tsk.a blurred future
so many questions
i needa a plan
a real good one
i love u even den.