How much does she mean to you now?

Thots

The night was long
One long list
Unspoken words

Perhaps just a selfish part of her
Perhaps a whole unreasonable eposide yet again
Or its just her

Being petty
Being not appreciative
Being selfcentered

As she tug herself in
She realize
It don't feel the same anymore

Those comforting moments
Those reassuring emotions
The presence of you

You
So meticulous
So gentle

You
Long rides to school
She felt your presences
Because you were there
now
a bus stop away
Not keen at all
To get to see her
The very moment you open your eyes

You
Promises made before
Decades ago
Offered gentle company
Were hardly there
She couldn't feel your presence
Through the day
She coudn't get enough
She is being unreasonable
Yet
Why it choosen that way
Beacause of
Beacasue of love
Beaacuse of the evil word - misses

You
She felt insecure
You never treat her tat way
You never fall all over her
Yet when you did
The relationship ended
Its not about doing those things again for her
its about the extent you made
Yet ending it
She felt insecure
She NEEDED some form of reassurance
But it was not given
Not even any part of the episode
She was never there
And so how long more is it going to last
How much does she mean to you at all

You
She was - a display piece
Never bother about her needs
She offered and promise her gentle company
She didn't have much
NO concern
The episode ended
She couldn't get enough of _
She wanted more of _
A day spent with or without _

You
Did not make her stay as she goes
Did not bother about the msges she gave
Were carried away
With everything
Changed?
And the list goes on

The night was long indeed
Gastric, Tears, Hearthaches
A bad combination

Has things changed
She do not know
She prays through the night

And when the sun shines again
The first clear droplet rowed down her cheeks
Yet again



SHE IS JUST BEING PETTY