Evelyn Tan

tell me wad happen when u first get a nice soft toy for urself?

u had love it alot?
and hug it to sleep and all?

so den wad is ur pt of view.. its it ok natural for tat soft toy of urs to get dirty and wear out ?
or u think with the rite amt of care and effort u can keep it for long and make it last with u for a lifetime..?

if u had think its natural for it to grow "old"
den u probably will slowly put it aside
not be so close to it after a period of time
for which in terms of r/s its so called "honeymoon" period
and so in ur r/s u would have a period u called it as happy moments
and den things will not be as "high" as it is
each date its jus like any other dae

but for me i had choose to pt in the extra effor to preserve it

oh well it takes two hand to clap

when the soft toy gets old
slowly it will be left at one corner
and slowly it will be forgotten

one find dae when u rmb
it would prob have been long gone

actually i also dunno wad i m tryin to prove here.
but all i can say
i jus dunno how to love anymore
but i noe i put in the same effort as last time
jus tat this time round it was a silent effort
and no one noes wad shit i went through for tat effort put in
yet wad i got in return was questioning, doubtin if i was sincerly willing to be out

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eve